poem poem my lovely poem

HidupKu MatiKu

Kau hidupKu

kau penerangKu

matahariKu

pelitaKu

karenamu Kudapat dengan sempurna berfotosintesa

membuatKu tetap segar

dalam dekap hangatmu

daunKu yang lebat pasrah 

menerima sinar hangatmu

wahai kau yang jauh disana mengalirkan kekuatan

pada setiap ranting rantingKu yang lentik

dan akarKu yang kokoh

tegapKu berdiri dibawah naungan sinarmu.

Aku hidup

kau matiKu

kau gelapKu

wahai matahariKu

tiada pelita padamu

karenamu, Aku lemah, terbakar

wahai kau yang terkadang tak mampu memberikan kesejukan

wahai kau yang tak mampu menyelaraskan dengan tetes embun

daunKu menua, layu, gugur

rantingKu merapuh, akarKu kering

kau membakarKu, kau membunuhKu dengan keegoisan

wahai kau yang terkadang lupa pada tetes embun yang juga menyejukkanKu.

Created by: Goes Vica






TANPA RASA

Aku agak setengah terkejut
Ditambah rasa waswas yang ikut
Berkolaborasi dengan sedikit rasa takut
Mengingat perasaanku padamu yang kian menyusut

Dulu kau selalu kukejar
Wajah indahmu selalu bersinar
Kini indah itu terlihat samar
Bersamaan dengan perasaanku yang memudar
Setelah cintaku kau lempar

Aku tak rasa lagi
Rasa kagum yang dulu ku belAku tak merasa hilang
Walau kau sudah berpaling sayang
Aku tetap senang

Aku takkan bersedih
Walau nyata aku tersisih
Aku takkan marah
Walau nyata aku tlah kalah
Kalah dengan indah

Bagiku kau hanya harapan
Yang tak mesti selalu aku dapatkan
Biarlah dalam satu kata bertahanSenyum indahmu aku simpan
 Ku bingkai dengan ratusan senyuman
Terbias dengan ribuan kenangan

Kau perlu tahu
Jika sebenarnya berat bagiku
Tapi kau pun tak perlu ragu
Jika aku telah mengiklaskanmu
Menjauhi jutaan anganku

Mulai hari ini akan ku hapus
Goresan gorean harapanku yang tulusKetika senyummu buatku terbius
Indah cintamu tak lagi terfokus
Kan kutatap kau tanpa rasa

Rasa rindu rasa sayang dan rasa cinta
Tapi kan kutatap kau dengan masa
masa lalu yang harus aku lupa

Terlupa agar ku bahagia

Created By: Jepri Sipayung








LET THEM DIE


I am nobody
I am nothing
still I am dust
don't worry I keep thinking
since I am dust

I know them
sickness, weakness, sadness
since I am them
with my proudness

 not like thou
thou art everything with all thy new world
still don't understand them
don't thou ever thought?
about loving each other around

I am in the water, I am in the earth
I am in the air
I can feel them, since I am them

thou? where thou art...
just sit on the fucking paradise chair
without knowing and feeling the same

Created By: Goes Vica








MY Life, MY Death


You are MY life
you are MY illumination
MY sun
MY light


because of you, I can perfectly do photosynthesis
keep ME fresh on your warm hug
MY luxuriant leaves




...to be continued....
maaf yooo...lagi mau pergi arisan doeloe....

English Version: "Does He Love Me?"

"Does he love me?" OMG, such a mischievous question for women (is that right? of course)...but frankly all women will ask the same question for the clarity of their relationship. then I think it's natural n normal, isn't it?
just imagine about this!
this situation makes women feel displeasure, uncomfortable, and get hurt whenever they have to talk about this problem. (so hurt...huuhhuuhu....calm down...calm down...)

ok, let's see (mode serious on, hehehheh) actually if we think more n more men are simple, but we, as a women sometime make it become very complicated, because we have so many demands in our love life...(hhohoohho...normal for women, selfish mode on)

now, I wanna show you the fact that a man doesn't love woman if : .......................
(my own experience!!!)heheheheh...is that? aaarrrrrgggghhhhhh....so hurt!!!!!

1. he doesn't wanna ask you to go with him.
hedehhhh....such a suspicious action. you see,if someone talks to you so many reasons to avoid going with you. he mustn't love you at all. leave him, look for d'new n fresh one...hahahhhaha

2. he is too busy to take your calling.
he tends to not have time for you to talk on the phone. don't b amazed with this, he will have so many reasons to end your calling. so, if you meet this kind of man, just kick him out of our beloved Galaxy, Bima Sakti. hohohohoho....

3.he will never introduce you to his friends
yaa, you know lah, the first reason is that he doesn't love you...so he thinks that it's not important. just make a friend with this kind of man, no wish 4 him....

4.he doesn't care about your power and weakness.
whoever you are, he will never see your heart, beauty, skill, knowledge, even your weakness....

huh, what a terrible man in d'world!!!
ok girl, keep smile. eventhough we have known the fact that he doesn't love us. at least we know that God loves us, because He shows us about that kind of man he is, so it avoids us feeling disappointed later...
(hooohoho....go to hell. you, who don't love me...loser!!!! mode sinister on!!!!gggggrrrrrrrr)